inspiration is lacking... the past few entries have been so banal. anyway have lots on my mind to think abt. gotta put the coming wk in good perspective - what am i going to do? actually ive already written up little lists of "things to get done" > shakespeare, brit comedy, german and html...

and still i feel clueless, directionless. hmm.. seems like the only things i feel fixed abt are watching abt a boy, lilo n stitch and swimming! yes good old swimming (geschwommen in the present perfect in german.. interesting isnt it? im quite fascinated with it) ... speaking of swimming. wanying dear if u see this let me know when u'll like to swim k?

perspective, direction, order, meaning... dearth..

damn 9/11 does not help! why do we torture ourselves by re-watching it? fascinating, unbelievable yet terribly distressing. 48hrs ran a special on firefighters.. ...

hmm interesting.. all the firefighters murdered on 9/11.. strongly worded, but... check it out, i guess...