a memory is haunting me...
i remember too much, too deeply, too keenly...
and it reminds me of loss.. wretched, deplored, frustrated loss

i was counting on him to be here, to just be with me,
but the future path is one i'll have to bear alone now...
and the memory haunts me still...

when so much love, endearment and joy has been invested in one small body
when u've believed so much, trusted so much and was trusted in return
when u've known so well, bonded so closely...
the memories dont die so easily

he is gone... and i remain
and soon another will leave, and still...
i will remain...